---// EVERYONE HATES US //---

The Return (Coming Out Of The Closet)

::Written by: Seejay

As our times fall

Deeper into the past

The vibration of my heart sinks deeper

Into my chest

Pain and depression writing

Letters on my wall

Restless anger slowly

Ripping itself apart

I think I get it this time

The glimmer in your eyes

Disguised the truth in every lie

The thought that I couldn't die

Helped me to realize

I'm better off without you by my side

Each night filled

With new puddles of tears

Only one can see the true meaning

Of being there

Each step back

Tearing me limb by limb

Something so beautiful

A faded memory in my head

I won't step back to yesterday

I won't do this again

Remembering the cloudy skies that night

The stars were shining into your eyes

I couldn't comprehend what was coming next

Each kiss you gave me disappearing from my neck

::Inspiration: seejay's love problems

Make New Friends And Ditch The Old

::Written by: Chris

He delt out the cards

And looked down at his hands

The suits at the table

Returned his dark glance

They could tell him to face them

Or tell him to run

Either way was foolish

The night was still young

No scars to hide

No face to show

And when they fall

It burns the snow

When we enjoy our grievances

Accept what we've done wrong

We don't have to say we're sorry

All those nights he was still young

He thought about chords and futures

And took note of what he

Was unprepared for

All those nights he lost to thought

Thoughts of things that mattered not

And took note of people

He'd never cared for

::Inspiration: poker, the matrix, being a badass

I Don't Make Mistakes

::Written by: Chris

You think I make mistakes

But you are wrong

I just make decisions that ago along

With my corrupted state of mind

Out of hope twice and twice forgotten love

Reading books, admiring simple girls

So cute and sweet written into molds, into futures

While I'm cast aside they're cast into shape

You've always been one of those girls

(You were one of many)

That made time disappear

(And conflict arise)

But it was always worth it

(Every single fight)

The times weren't always perfect

(Does that mean we're not right?)

You think I make mistakes

But you are wrong

I make decisions that go along

With my corrupted state of mind

Fairy tales never seemed so real

Until we met once upon a time

Storybooks wrote our lives

Please don't take this the wrong way

But I'm still indifferent to

Faith and reliance on your trust

::Inspiration: relationships, fights, girls

Everyone Hates Us (Except For Rosaline)

::Written by: Chris

I'm compressing feelings into syllables

And this time I am bound

To tell them to whoever will listen

I hope nobody tells me that it's useless

(Because it is, because it will be)

Reversing the silence

Is something I am too scared to do on my own

I'm too caught up in being on the low end

There's too much at stake

I'm calling my own bluff

Supress the hate

Suspend the logic

Sell the will

And floor the gas

We've worked too hard

It's been too long

To let this go

Don't make me let you go

I'm compressing feelings into syllables

But this time I will keep them to myself

Because then nobody can tell me

That it's useless

I wish someone to tell me that it's useless

So I won't give her proof that i still care

::Inspiration: brittney

Looking For A Job In The Personals

::Written by: Kannan and Chris

Our days spent broken

Have gone on without a thought

At least for you

The time to part is now at hand

I'm reaching out my hand to catch you

It slipped away

I planned on holding on for good

But good was better off before I came

Missing you hasn't come so easy before

Even when it was my job

You've lost your eye for me

Shading scars in with pencil

And writing you into my dreams

At least it's you

In any form you are amazing

With any smile it's memories repeating

There's no replacement

But you're happier than ever

And you've got it all without me

::Inspiration: brittney

Smiles Are Wonderful

::Written by: Chris

Over and answer and under

And give no response

Give no response to the questions

Tell me we talk and I'm funny

And smiles are wonderful

But I'm still undecided

Because still

I could convince myself

That nothing's wrong yes I could

I have before but it's pointless

Tell me to try because

Living a lie isn't so bad

But I'm still undecided

Because still

Still it's wonderful

Just ignore it because

Everyone feels that way

I feel that way

::Inspiration: from her point of view

Guess What, Guys? There's No Consequences! (Seriously)

::Written by: Chris

I've made this harder than it has to be

And letting words escape my mouth

Can only make it worse

This pain

Of loss

It's not death

But close

No kidding girls you've all been there before

He's regressing in age and filling

Your ear with apologies

You're sure

He means

Right now

But soon he won't

I can't believe she put me up to this

I put myself up to it

I'm digging myself deeper into shame

She's made her choice she's never going back

I'm not giving up that easily because

I'm pretty sure I know my true love

When i see (her)

Her friends

They may

Interest

Me more than she does now

I can't believe she put me up to this

I put myself up to it

I'm digging myself deeper into shame

She's made her choice she's never going back

There are times when I think that love may be my dream

It's time to go this time

What's left for us

What's next for us

What's next this time

Who deals with loss the best

Is it the man that blinds himself

To what he wants and never leaves

A trail of her to find

Or could it be the guy

Who cries his eyes out

And thinks about her everyday

For me it's neither

I am what I am today

Because of my experiences with them

Good or bad, it's never worse

Than being perpetually alone

Good or bad, good or bad, goodbye.

I'm never alone

::Inspiration: Seejay's girl escapades

To Have Loved And Lost Or Not To Have Lost At All

::Written by: Chris

Who do I know?

What person can calm me down like you

Yet start my heart being

Like footsteps graced the floor?

We're running into each others arms

And we, we're not alone tonight

But it's you I fear of losing

And it's you I just can't trust

Second thought it's me

Second thoughts are nothing but

A tribute to what feels like ages

Of lying together but at the same time

Drifting apart

I have kept you from this once before

No twice if i'm correct

But this time I'll eat my words

And your decision is what I'll dread

It's you that's deciding my fate tonight

Are you enemy or friend?

Yes it's you I fear of losing

I thought you heard me but it's

Loud as all hell in this room

It's like we're in my head and

The things you scream are bouncing

From wall to wall they never lose their force

But I'll mark your words that you said

"You'll always be my friend"

::Inspiration: Jayzon of course

Bitches Eat in the Back [from: spin, my love]

::Written by: Seejay

You know it's raining inside this time,

drowning the memories confined in this house.

I can see the ripples across the water

with your every step.

As you dash down the hallway,

to see who's standing at the door.

By the time you reach the front step,

he's turned and left for another heart.

left for another one, she'd scream:

"how can i do this backwards?

how can i start all over?"

Don't turn away i can't see your tears

through the rain.

Can you just move your hair from your eyes?

you always looked so beautiful at night.

Listen to the rain hit the floorboards,

it's getting harder as we go.

Drape your body on to mine,

i'll keep you out of the rain.

But you're already so soaked,

I promise to never leave you again...

With every breath you take

I can see in the air.

The passing moments in my arms

I'm impaired.

You're falling away from me,

if only i could see in the dark.

I'd rescue you and

bring you back home.

::Inspiration: seejay's love interests